It’s weird to meet yourself from 10 years ago. I
think we would absolutely be friends. Lol But still strange to get a perfectly
clear picture of who I used to be, and to know I am nowhere close to that
person today.
Confession… I broke into my Myspace.. and found
all my old blog posts.
Here are the highlights:
- · Life should be little nuts. Otherwise, it's just a bunch of... Thursdays, strung together. * I think I told myself this to avoid going bonkers from the chaos.
It
seemed like I was in a constant state of “OMG or WTF” Like dodging tornados rather than avoiding
them altogether.
I was searching for contentment: hoping to be happy with ones mental state, physical being and all around stance in
life at the current moment.
At
the same time, things seem to be at a complete standstill. Like a creepy calm
before the Hurricane..
...Ready
for whatever's next.... (I hope...)
·
January 2006
**A
particularly difficult person is actually a spiritual lesson for you, but in a
very annoying disguise. Try and see what life lesson or great truth this person
is trying to communicate -- then send them on their way**
This is by far the best horoscope EVER!! Although
it almost seems to be a bit late, in the sense that the lesson in the annoying
disguise is no more, however it’s still nice to have some reason to the CHAOTIC
EMOTIONAL HURRICANE that I've called life for the last few months...
So to the person that is the "lesson in an
annoying disguise" who will never understand or read this...Thanks for
teaching me that even after years of friendship a person will still (if given
the opportunity) stab you in the back. This has definitely taught me
to not be so trusting and no make sure that I know someone better before I give
them the title of *friend*.
And to the rest of you... thank you for putting up
with *Basket case Barbie* I'm back now, and ready for
whatever's next.
So, CHEERS... to the next step.
And cheers to growing up, Funny, almost 10 years
later I cannot even imagine who the person is that I was writing about. The funny thing about that horoscope is that it is just as true today as
it was almost a decade ago. And its
still one of the best lessons I’ve learned in my adult life.
·
A little observation…
and then I get distracted the end thought is.....No
matter how much you push and shove….Things always go back to how they were unless
you change something..
·
There are no regrets, only lessons
learned. I’d like to pretend that this is true, but sometimes my biggest regret
is not slapping someone when I should have. Haha
·
Lemon perrier... is
pledge water... yep. Still true.
·
HOW TO TERMINATE A SLIM JIM
CRAVING:
Step 1: Read clinical
description of mechanically separated Chicken
Step 2: Repeat step 1
Yep... that did it... 10
years later, I still don’t eat slim Jims… Or McNuggets for that matter.
· Fact: In 2006, Brandon was my drinking
buddy. And if we didn’t live in 2
different states... he probably would be still. “wait, wait… I think he’s
actually going to pull this off!” I miss
Brandon.
·
Fact: I made horrible choices in men
before Mr. Wonderful. If you are reading
this and you were one of my horrible choices; I’m so happy we didn’t work out
so I could find the one who has my heart.
- Sometimes you have to lose who you are to find out who you're supposed to be... Truer words were never written. Being 23-26 was probably the hardest years of my life.. I learned some awful lessons, they made me stronger because of it, but they were hard lessons none the less. 26 was the most difficult to say the least … In 2008, I lost my dad and had a really rough year.. but then I found the love of my life. And everything changed.
Fast forward to present time… Life is Great! Mr.
Wonderful and I are about to celebrate 4 years of marriage, We have built a
great life together. I wish someone
would have told me at 23 that it was all going to be okay 10 years later.
